after yesterday, my sad panda needs cheering up. truly, i have understood the aphorism of "no matter how bad it is, someone else has it worse".

when a blog is forgotten...

does it shed a tear? holy crap, i had forgotten i had this. i feel so bad about starting a blog and then finding it again a year later. i've had relationships that were that long... anyway. ok. i am going to NOT forget about this, and write all the meaningful, interesting things that go on in my head in a self exhibitory way. (note to self: use ACTUAL words.)

can you imagine what they would have waived at the DNC if they had called Al Gore a "thonger" instead of a flip-flopper?

Ok, so right this second, I am completely ambivalent about everything. The election, the world at large, even what i want to make for dinner... whether i want to even make dinner. I have fallen into the trap of my generation that inspired John Mayer to write a song about waiting for something to happen.

Now, self awareness doesn't necessarily lead to change. However, I will say this. As of right now, I am a non-smoker. Having said this doesn't automatically make it so... I just haven't had a cigarette today, and I didn't have one on purpose. Day one, yay!